I have begun to realise, I have reached an age where life is changing a lot. Where you become more aware of other people around you and their wellbeing. I’ve become more aware of age, my family around me and their emotions.
As Iain and I are leaving in a month to move to Australia, I’ve become more aware of spending time with my family. Forcing people to put up with my company and create memories before I (we) leave.
Recently, everyone around me seems to be getting ill or becoming less able. It seems as though life around me is running away and, I’m stuck in the same area. It feels as though I’m still young and have so much life to live, but I’m forgetting that as I get older everyone around me is getting older.
This is what happens. When you get to a certain age everything around you starts to change. Things happen which I would never have computed or challenged when I was younger, it’s made me begin to appreciate my life and the people I have in it a lot more. Allowed me to love people more, appreciate relationships, friendships and made me want to find out more about the people in my family and the lives they lived before me.
The pain of age is starting to sink in and I absolutely hate it.
